After intense selection, I finally expectations, success in the human resources department organization part-time lecturers, the joy of feeling on the heart is others don't understand, because this is my new starting point of ascension.
Just enter the role, we selected 11 comrades into the training period, our every evening together, learning the basic conditions when lecturer, training content including instrument bearing, the language of the lecture movement, the lecture way. There must explain, I never give others speak to class, the first site of the platform, I was a bit nervous, but after a few times after training, also has been freely.
Remember once, the leadership let every one of us to introduce myself, everyone reveals not the same expression, that people uneasy. When it was to my turn, my two legs are trembling with up onto the platform. Introduce myself in at the same time, on the face kept take sweating, still keep touch with the hand face, even after his said what all don't know, we can imagine how much this failure! But leadership and not criticize me, just encourage me: that's ok, later will be good. I was like a full blown gas balloons. After class, I look for various books, to give his brain for nutrition, sometimes, a personal aloud, and to keep up your courage. After repeated practice, I finally overcome the difficulties, become a qualified lecturer.
I take the class is within three months of new employees, a total of more than 40. When I step on a moment of the platform, I really did not nervous, maybe the training effect is remarkable! Because the new employees have no book, so I had to use their prepared slides. New employees are seriously copy notes, when I put forward problems and their interaction, they also is positive response. Look at this fun eager eyes, I suddenly feel I'm not to deal with to fool, I suddenly feel my burden heavy, think I have a responsibility to the class is good, so don't live up to new employees to trust me. In a moment of thought suddenly raise, I decided to do well the lecturer, at least, is to do a responsible person. I want to put my knowledge to all of them speak, so talked later reached the point of that zone, even the class time forgot, or staff reminded me. On the way to dinner, the students and says hello to me, that is called "lecturer" it feels so good, first let me deeply realize lecturer is glorious career, more let me realize lecturer to new employees responsible for.
Finish class back to the office, I think a lot. Responsibility this two word in my mind seems to never appeared, childhood think parents to I have a responsibility, after school teacher to think I have a responsibility, now, this should be responsible for themselves, whether the development of future life, but I always avoid this responsibility, I still immersed in oneself is a child's fantasy, often lazy, does not work hard study academic. Now, however, from out of the classroom, the moment I decided, I will for these new employees responsible for, responsible for myself, and I should undertake the responsibility belongs to me, first from a lecturer to start.
I think I'll have been doing lecturer down, because I feel very happy very happy lecturer, thanks for the company to give me this opportunity to exercise, let me when lecturer dreams come true!